Monday, 30 September 2013

Big Girls are Beautiful

Big girls are Beautiful 


Taboo Subject -
A Lot men say
they prefer curvy girls so whats wrong with big girls?More Meat for loving the person i say!Meat on a girl doesnt define the person who she is inside.Your Beautiful No matter what anyone says!And never think any Less of yourself because you're a human you have feelings! 


People say us big girls will never find love because were ugly Fact is we can change our body you can't change your ugly personality and ugly Face. 
 I find big girls ARE stunning No matter what anyone says your you.We can have nice clothes,Be models too,Just because we don't eat every healthy meal in a day and exercise 24/7 doesn't make us unhealthy!
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Saturday, 28 September 2013

Love


 For my Wesley#

Where do i start?What is love?From my experience love is the feeling you wake up and go to sleep with a heart full of happiness and hope and put your all into someone the feeling where your heart feels as if its going to explode for that one person,You smile all day everyday for no reason because your so happy,the feeling where you get butterflies inside when you know there only a few more hours to seeing your partner in crime.You get nervous excited and so many emotions indescribable is the way i can say,The other person relies on you to hold their heart and keep it safe while they do the same for yours.
The feeling inside where you act yourself and not feel judged because the person loves you for you and not your past or mistakes.
The person who you play fight with and have pillow fights with and pinning each other down and biting and playing about like fools because were happy.
When you go to far and the other person is hurt you do everything in your power to make them feel better because there your entire life and more.

Holding onto someone because letting go feels so painful because you want to be stuck together in your own bubble,Hand in Hand stuck together like glue.

Acting like fools together and not giving a damn because you was both made to be together and you don't care what the world has to say about us.

We put are prints in the sand The water may wash the prints but nothing can wash the true meaning of Love.

My best friend and partner in one
You brought me a rose and melted my heart with the sweet,honest gentleman you ARE.
                                                                       
                                                                     When you see what i do in you then maybe one day you see how much my world needs you and nothing more.
                                                                      



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Wythenshawe Park

Wythenshawe Park 





Wythenshawe Hall is a 16th-century medieval timber-framed historic house and former stately home in WythenshaweManchester, England. It is east of Altrincham and south of Stretford, five miles (8 km) south of Manchester city centre, in Wythenshawe Park.


Horses 





The farm has a wide selection of farm animals, including pigs, sheep, goats, bulls, cows, ponies, hens and many more. 





Trees



In wythenshawe park there is a lot woodland where loads of life lives,including birds,foxes,squirrels and many more,The park is such a beautiful part of wythenshawe.The only downfall is they don't have big lake which would be amazing.


The map of wythenshawe park so much beauty here.I place where you could take children for a day out.
The Swamp look alike in wythenshawe




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Abuse -


            
Living in silence.

Don't Sit in silence be open people can help you,No matter what there is always someone to talk too even when you feel as the world has walked out on you,When you say nothing it eats you up inside and changes the person who you really are . don't become a shadow become the person who is bright and bold,
Don't let the demons beat you because your so much more than that,
Domestic violence and abuse can happen to anyone its not your FAULT
Never let anyone or anything tell you different. 


Lets forget about the past,
The moment is over at last
Don't look back,Keep moving forward
whatever it takes,It wont help you keep your eye on the future ahead of you,we cant change the past,Every Day is a new day to begin a new start So please don't turn back now,


Please contact 0808 8000 123
If your going through some stuff there to talk to and keep whatever you say confidentiality.


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Polycystic ovaries awareness

Polycystic ovaries

What causes PCOS? 

The cause of PCOS is unknown. But most experts think that several factors, including genetics, could play a role. Women with PCOS are more likely to have a mother or sister with PCOS.
A main underlying problem with PCOS is a hormonal imbalance. In women with PCOS, the ovaries make more androgens than normal. Androgens are male hormones that females also make. High levels of these hormones affect the development and release of eggs during ovulation.
Researchers also think insulin may be linked to PCOS. Insulin is a hormone that controls the change of sugar, starches, and other food into energy for the body to use or store. Many women with PCOS have too much insulin in their bodies because they have problems using it. Excess insulin appears to increase production of androgen. High androgen levels can lead to:
  • Acne
  • Excessive hair growth
  • Weight gain
  • Problems with ovulation

How many women have PCOS?
Between 1 in 10 and 1 in 20 women of childbearing age has PCOS. As many as 5 million women in the United States may be affected. It can occur in girls as young as 11 years old.


                         Eating Healthy and Exercising helps 99 percent of your body. 


Why do women with PCOS have trouble with their menstrual cycle and fertility?
The ovaries, where a woman’s eggs are produced, have tiny fluid-filled sacs called follicles or cysts. As the egg grows, the follicle builds up fluid. When the egg matures, the follicle breaks open, the egg is released, and the egg travels through the fallopian tube to the uterus (womb) for fertilization. This is called ovulation.
In women with PCOS, the ovary doesn't make all of the hormones it needs for an egg to fully mature. The follicles may start to grow and build up fluid but ovulation does not occur. Instead, some follicles may remain as cysts. For these reasons, ovulation does not occur and the hormone progesterone is not made. Without progesterone, a woman's menstrual cycle is irregular or absent. Plus, the ovaries make male hormones, which also prevent ovulation.

What are the symptoms of PCOS?

The symptoms of PCOS can vary from woman to woman. Some of the symptoms of PCOS include:
  • Infertility (not able to get pregnant) because of not ovulating. In fact, PCOS is the most common cause of female infertility.
  • Infrequent, absent, and/or irregular menstrual periods
  • Hirsutism — increased hair growth on the face, chest, stomach, back, thumbs, or toes
  • Cysts on the ovaries
  • Acne, oily skin, or dandruff
  • Weight gain or obesity, usually with extra weight around the waist
  • Male-pattern baldness or thinning hair
  • Patches of skin on the neck, arms, breasts, or thighs that are thick and dark brown or black
  • Skin tags — excess flaps of skin in the armpits or neck area
  • Pelvic pain
  • Anxiety or depression
  • Sleep apnea — when breathing stops for short periods of time while asleep
     Low carbs is the best for losing weight As carbs is bad with pcos.















I was diagnosed with Polycystic ovaries in 2012 at the age of 18,
I always knew there was something wrong By no periods showing,Hairy ness more than usual,Pains in the pelvis,Mood swings,Very bad depression,also sleep apnea,thin hair which comes out,acne and a big weight gain,But What am i meant to do?i asked myself.
Sit here and cry all the time and think what such bad person i am and why me,well Thousands of women have it and in the same boat as me,so i found the courage to speak about it,
The amount of women who are supportive are brilliant.
You have two choices -
  • Sit there and feel sorry for yourself or
  • Get up and make something of yourself fight the pcos and carry on no matter how hard it is smile because your healthy and fighting pcos.


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Morning sunshine autumn is here

Autumn is here                                        

Waking up with the birds chirping and passing cars in the distance,The feeling of cold breezes touching your skin with chills down your spine.
The sun beaming through you window just giving your  room that lightness of pure warmth.The golden leaves fall to the ground leaving the trees bare.

"Even if something is left undone, everyone must take time to sit still and watch the leaves turn.

 Picture taken 
Manchester England 
Time- 9.30
Out side my house,the trees become less covered with green leaves and start to lose golden leaves.



When there is hope there is love 
For your partners,family and friends also the changing surroundings.

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Friday, 27 September 2013

My postcard/women only Facebook Group



 Women Only Group.




The exciting Feeling of rushing to the Letter box to see if today is the day where you receive one of your pen pal letters or postcards.
From Different cultures and backgrounds.From maps to exciting views to letters of words of wisdom.
When writing Your life appears on the paper and you're excited,nervous,and happy to be sharing it with someone across the world.Someone who won't judge you because they only know the person by what they read,
I made this group on facebook for People of all ages women only to express how they feel in life,day to day emotions,and to let of steam.No one has the right to judge you for being you. 

 link to a good website,
http://www.swap-bot.com                                           















My facebook link is


Introduction of the girl behind the lines

       


Welcome

I live in a city called manchester a city that is beyond beauty tall building's ,lovely people with friendly smiles. "A little about me"
I was born in a lovely place called chester, A City where a lot of posh people live too posh for me.
There is a  large industrial town called Ellesmere Port which where i was raised before becoming adult,Ellesmere port is where all my good and bad memories behold. 
I'm 19 years old.
Facts about me which i shall tell.

  • I believe in the spiritual world when we pass we become a lost soul either in the mind set of we go to heaven or hell or we get trapped in between.  
  • I believe that something out of this planet something exist i don't believe in aliens coming to adduct us but i believe were not alone.
  • I am petrified of bugs even though they are scared of us.
  • There is a reason behind every emotion in the body we produce so why are you sad?
  • I adore animals i find them so unique the way they have to kill,live,and survive.
  • Heights are my biggest fear.
Polycystic ovaries is not a choice its a disease.

Facts about my hobbies
I love photography capturing beauty from one snapshot,Postcard swapping from different cultures and backgrounds.Music expressing how you feel just with words.Spending time with my soulmate,partner in crime and long life partner.
     




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